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Maybe I Had It Better in 1955 | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

Maybe I Had It Better in 1955 | Donal Mahoney

In 1955 there were four newspapers published every day in Chicago. I was one of hundreds of kids in the city who rode bikes seven days a week to deliver one of them. I had 100 papers or so in a canvas bag mounted on my handlebars. Had to deliver Saturdays and Sundays, too.
I don’t know why I did it. My parents didn’t make me. It must have
been for spending money. But the jobs were there in 1955 for any kid who wanted them. Those jobs aren’t there today.
I can’t remember what I earned but it was good money for a boy in
his teens. When I collected from customers once a week, the tips were good unless someone had lost a job, had sickness in the family or was just a grump.
After awhile you knew the homes at which you might get an extra dime. That was a big tip. The paper, Sunday edition included, cost 50 cents a week, a little more than $2 a month.
A dime in 1955 would get you a candy bar and a bottle of pop, or soda as it’s called in some places.
I picked my papers up at an old garage called “the branch” run by
a man who must have once been a marine. His name was Spencer. That may have been his first name or his last. I don’t know if he had any teeth because I never saw him smile.
Organizing 30 boys to deliver hundreds of newspapers seven days a week was not a cushy way to make a living. And if one of his boys missed a delivery, Spencer is the one the customer called.
And Spencer was the one who summoned you to his desk for a proper chastisement, nice and loud for the other boys to hear, so no more calls like that from your route would come in.
The job itself would take about two hours to handle from start to
finish. Spencer gave you your stacks of papers and you sat on a bench with the other guys and rolled them into makeshift tubes, put them in the canvas bag on your handle bars and then road off to deliver them.
Every paperboy was taught to lob the paper from his bike so it landed on the door mat of the bungalow porch. Some guys had pinpoint accuracy. Usually they were the ones who had been doing it for a few years.
One of those guys trained me. I can still see him hit those mats,
three out of every four, if memory serves. I never got to be as good as he was but I was better than some.
Most of the houses were small brick bungalows with a few big frame
houses on the corners. Sometimes you hit the mat and sometimes not but if the paper fell off the porch, you got off your bike, put the
kickstand down and put the paper on the mat.
I can still hear that kickstand going down, the sound of error ringing in my ears.
I thought about that this morning 60 years later when I walked out in the pouring rain to try to find my paper in the dark somewhere on the soaking lawn. It’s always wrapped in plastic that sometimes keeps it dry. It’s tossed there every day by a man or woman I’ve never met who whizzes by in a small van hours earlier and tosses it somewhere on the lawn. He or she just has to hit the lawn, no worries about hitting a mat or even getting it on the porch.
Sometimes the paper lands in a bush. Once it landed in a tree. I saw it out the window that day when the sun came up.
Whoever delivers the paper doesn’t have to collect from customers.
We’re billed monthly on credit cards. Recently the charge went up to $24 a month. Quite a bit more than the $2 a month customers paid in 1955.
I live in a different city now. There’s only one newspaper and
it’s on life support. But as someone who once read four newspapers a day in Chicago, I can’t stop reading it. A harmless addiction.
Sometimes I wish they would bring out an edition with only the sports scores, the obituaries and the letters to the editor. But the big thing is that in 2015, unlike in 1955, there are no paper boys on bikes seven days a week earning a little money and more than a little responsibility.
Maybe, in that respect at least, I had it better in 1955.

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Served Cold | Clive Oseman - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

Served Cold | Clive Oseman

I read your statement through eyes of rage-
now my words will rape feigned innocence,
imprison you in vengeance
and violate your self esteem
until you wish to fly into oblivion
away from gawping eyes
and rapid fire potshots at your worthlessness.
Who are you to slash at me
with lies designed to shield your mate
and fill your designated place
with the ashes of my life?
You, your already tattered reputation
full of the seeds of scores of tramps
are nothing, yet diminishing at every turn

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Matchless | Elaine Meredith

Winter passed, shadows fell
foreshortened, snow patches
yielded sight of forest floor depth,
early morning’s sunlight blazed
on tree tops, in motionless calm
of nearing spring; evergreen’s
burgeoned leaves where songbird’s
trumpet clear piping followed
far cirrus banners along chilled
blue skies. Distant summits rose
above high plateaus, ascending
sweeping arcs; capped stone spires
cleaved through like wave’s crests
below a cloud capped majesty
hidden in mystery.
Shoreline’s gentle swell rolled
in cradle rocking pulse, met stone
strewn land’s edge, pines stood at
water line; bathed chill dampness,
faint breezes landward rising; all
gazing to the waters’ embraced earth
like sentinels from other lives
and times. Unto it flowed jumbled
snow melt wash, cut bare swatches
down long slope forested parks
to shore’s waiting arms. Freshets
yielding washed away sparse soils,
spring runs heavy through tight
boulder strewn gullies, murmuring
rapid’s misty churning pools, swore
boundless sustenance; as others
had seen the same, yet turned away
to the traces of their own arrivals
in morning’s wakening chants.
Freighter’s gear wheeling along,
white mist; pillared tall smoke,
columns climbing straight as ship’s
spars, rattle of camp pans, turning
mill of yarder’s engines, silence
parting bite of faller’s axes over
rhythmic cross cut choruses digging
into wood, and when it finished,
only overgrown roadways remained.
There they slept, wending ancient
stump strewn landscapes; new growth
meeting its long struggle, reclaiming
daylight set barrens beneath low
brushy canopies; mournful cooing
of doves above small hooved herds,
moving haltingly to water.

A Previous Life | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

A Previous Life | Donal Mahoney

It was their wedding night and Priya didn’t want to tell her new husband all about it but Bill kept asking where she had learned to walk like that. Finally she told him it was inherited from a previous life, a life she had lived many years ago in India, not far from Bangalore. She had been a cobra kept in a charmer’s basket.

When the charmer found a customer, usually a Brit or Yank, he would play his flute and Priya would uncoil and rise from the basket. Her hood would swell and she would sway as long as the customer had enough money to keep paying the charmer. She never tried to bite a customer but some of the men weren’t the nicest people in the world. You think they would know better than to tease a cobra.

Being a charmer’s cobra was Priya’s job for many years until she finally grew weary of the tiny mice her keeper would feed her so she bit him and he died. His family had Priya decapitated but she was born again later in a small village, this time as a human, a baby girl. After she matured into a young woman, she had a walk, men said, reminiscent of a cobra’s sway.

Priya told Bill she had been married many times in India, England and the United States but always to the wrong man. She would give the men time to correct their behavior but none did. As a result of their failure, she bit them with two little fangs inherited from her life as a cobra. They were hidden next to her incisors. Death was almost instantaneous.

No autopsies were ever performed. Death by natural causes was always the ruling. Priya, however, would move to another state or country before marrying again.

She told Bill she hoped he would be a good husband because she didn’t want to have to move again. She wanted to put down roots and have children. She was curious as to whether they would walk or crawl or maybe do both. But Bill had heard enough. He was already out of bed, had one leg in his tuxedo pants and soon was running down the hall of the 10th floor of the Four Seasons Hotel. He had his rented patent leather shoes in one hand and an umbrella in the other in case he ran into a monsoon.

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To Love Is to Endure | El Sane Ken Silencer - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

To Love Is to Endure | El Sane Ken Silencer

It is a drum I was born with
I have gone many occasions
Learning how to be in love with life
I’ve in ways sounded it with passion
Giving it my heart without its call
I have slept many a time with sighs
Trying to make every ear smile, I fall
I have seen grins of many sizes
Sounding it with just a just mind
I see sky red, and the cloud cloud
Birds mocking me with a Latin chorus
Air whizzing in waxing recurrences
All telling that all with procedure
If you love, you have t’love t’endure.

The Lovely Women of My Life | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

The Lovely Women of My Life | Donal Mahoney

If I met the same women now
I probably wouldn’t know them.
They’re missing teeth, I bet,
and have gray Medusa hair.
Their eyes no longer dance, I’m sure,
and they have liver spots everywhere.
They likely wobble in their flats
and haven’t worn heels
since adding fifty pounds.
Some of them, I’m certain,
wouldn’t recognize me, either,
despite thick spectacles.
They can’t recall the picnics
we enjoyed with wine and caviar
under oak trees in Grant Park,
never mind the nights that followed.
Who needs a woman that forgetful?
I need a younger woman now,
someone I can finally marry,
a girl with a figure like Monroe,
Hepburn’s eyes and Hayworth’s hair,
someone lithe, slim and graceful,
someone strong enough to push
my wheelchair up the ramp.

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The Corner of Wells and Madison | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

The Corner of Wells and Madison | Donal Mahoney

I know that if I ever
fall in the street
the way that man did,
in the middle of an intersection,
someone will mind.
But if unlike that man
I make it
to the other side,
scale the curb and
mount the sidewalk
and then fall,
no one will have to
drive around me.
There will be no extra noise.
There will be only the usual honking.
People walking by
will have to watch their step, true.
But this is Chicago:
No one can blame me for that.

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