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Maybe I Had It Better in 1955 | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

Maybe I Had It Better in 1955 | Donal Mahoney

In 1955 there were four newspapers published every day in Chicago. I was one of hundreds of kids in the city who rode bikes seven days a week to deliver one of them. I had 100 papers or so in a canvas bag mounted on my handlebars. Had to deliver Saturdays and Sundays, too.
I don’t know why I did it. My parents didn’t make me. It must have
been for spending money. But the jobs were there in 1955 for any kid who wanted them. Those jobs aren’t there today.
I can’t remember what I earned but it was good money for a boy in
his teens. When I collected from customers once a week, the tips were good unless someone had lost a job, had sickness in the family or was just a grump.
After awhile you knew the homes at which you might get an extra dime. That was a big tip. The paper, Sunday edition included, cost 50 cents a week, a little more than $2 a month.
A dime in 1955 would get you a candy bar and a bottle of pop, or soda as it’s called in some places.
I picked my papers up at an old garage called “the branch” run by
a man who must have once been a marine. His name was Spencer. That may have been his first name or his last. I don’t know if he had any teeth because I never saw him smile.
Organizing 30 boys to deliver hundreds of newspapers seven days a week was not a cushy way to make a living. And if one of his boys missed a delivery, Spencer is the one the customer called.
And Spencer was the one who summoned you to his desk for a proper chastisement, nice and loud for the other boys to hear, so no more calls like that from your route would come in.
The job itself would take about two hours to handle from start to
finish. Spencer gave you your stacks of papers and you sat on a bench with the other guys and rolled them into makeshift tubes, put them in the canvas bag on your handle bars and then road off to deliver them.
Every paperboy was taught to lob the paper from his bike so it landed on the door mat of the bungalow porch. Some guys had pinpoint accuracy. Usually they were the ones who had been doing it for a few years.
One of those guys trained me. I can still see him hit those mats,
three out of every four, if memory serves. I never got to be as good as he was but I was better than some.
Most of the houses were small brick bungalows with a few big frame
houses on the corners. Sometimes you hit the mat and sometimes not but if the paper fell off the porch, you got off your bike, put the
kickstand down and put the paper on the mat.
I can still hear that kickstand going down, the sound of error ringing in my ears.
I thought about that this morning 60 years later when I walked out in the pouring rain to try to find my paper in the dark somewhere on the soaking lawn. It’s always wrapped in plastic that sometimes keeps it dry. It’s tossed there every day by a man or woman I’ve never met who whizzes by in a small van hours earlier and tosses it somewhere on the lawn. He or she just has to hit the lawn, no worries about hitting a mat or even getting it on the porch.
Sometimes the paper lands in a bush. Once it landed in a tree. I saw it out the window that day when the sun came up.
Whoever delivers the paper doesn’t have to collect from customers.
We’re billed monthly on credit cards. Recently the charge went up to $24 a month. Quite a bit more than the $2 a month customers paid in 1955.
I live in a different city now. There’s only one newspaper and
it’s on life support. But as someone who once read four newspapers a day in Chicago, I can’t stop reading it. A harmless addiction.
Sometimes I wish they would bring out an edition with only the sports scores, the obituaries and the letters to the editor. But the big thing is that in 2015, unlike in 1955, there are no paper boys on bikes seven days a week earning a little money and more than a little responsibility.
Maybe, in that respect at least, I had it better in 1955.

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Breast Cancer Is Our Boardwalk | William Zink - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

Breast Cancer Is Our Boardwalk | William Zink

Breast cancer is our boardwalk.
Why not a cold morgue or a field fallow with
bitter mustard? Why not an abandoned mansion
turned into a crack house, or some listing ship
taking on water, about to sink?
Because this breast cancer, of all things,
has lit the wheezing vapors of our marriage.
Cancer, with its cumbersome insistence,
woke us up, all right!
Woke us up to Death sitting astutely
snickering over in the chair,
in the back seat of the car,
his head sharing the pillow.
Death pokes that sickle in pertinent places!
The head.
The heart.
The sexual organs.
He doesn’t always, as we have seen—
oh, we have seen—
kill the body whole,
but often leaves the victim half-dead,
or half-alive, depending on your philosophy,
thrashing in bed.
Dancers are turned into crawling worms.
Gazelles rendered as three-legged hyenas.
Swans into vicious, carnivorous magpies.
And we are not immune!
Do they think we have been insulated because
we’ve worn the mask of the brave, the cape
draped over our shoulders without consent or
even query by the self-appointed champions
of the fight?
Breast cancer is demise and partial demise.
It is rust and woody decay. Yet, before,
where were we?
Alive? More or less.
Engaged? Between the pyramids of work and house.
Betrothed souls? Betrothed to the commitment,
if not the spirit. Breast cancer is our boardwalk,
I say, and will keep on saying as we
take our fourth walk together today along
frontier stallions of russet and reds,
as we did years ago beneath the artificial light
of our kaleidoscope world.

Abandoned | Michael Lee Johnson - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

Abandoned | Michael Lee Johnson

Indiana farmhouse
abandoned
except old
grandfather clock
dusty corner
pendulum
motionless-
still all family
memories remain
hidden behind
that face.
—–
Michael Lee Johnson is a poet, freelance writer, and amateur photographer. He has been published in more than 850 small press magazines in 27 countries, and he edits 10 poetry sites. Author’s website http://poetryman.mysite.com/. Michael is the author of The Lost American: From Exile to Freedom, and several chapbooks of poetry, including From Which Place the Morning Rises and Challenge of Night and Day, and Chicago Poems. He also has over 78 poetry videos on YouTube as of 2015: https://www.youtube.com/user/poetrymanusa/videos. He is a nominee for a Pushcart award in poetry 2015.

A Previous Life | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

A Previous Life | Donal Mahoney

It was their wedding night and Priya didn’t want to tell her new husband all about it but Bill kept asking where she had learned to walk like that. Finally she told him it was inherited from a previous life, a life she had lived many years ago in India, not far from Bangalore. She had been a cobra kept in a charmer’s basket.

When the charmer found a customer, usually a Brit or Yank, he would play his flute and Priya would uncoil and rise from the basket. Her hood would swell and she would sway as long as the customer had enough money to keep paying the charmer. She never tried to bite a customer but some of the men weren’t the nicest people in the world. You think they would know better than to tease a cobra.

Being a charmer’s cobra was Priya’s job for many years until she finally grew weary of the tiny mice her keeper would feed her so she bit him and he died. His family had Priya decapitated but she was born again later in a small village, this time as a human, a baby girl. After she matured into a young woman, she had a walk, men said, reminiscent of a cobra’s sway.

Priya told Bill she had been married many times in India, England and the United States but always to the wrong man. She would give the men time to correct their behavior but none did. As a result of their failure, she bit them with two little fangs inherited from her life as a cobra. They were hidden next to her incisors. Death was almost instantaneous.

No autopsies were ever performed. Death by natural causes was always the ruling. Priya, however, would move to another state or country before marrying again.

She told Bill she hoped he would be a good husband because she didn’t want to have to move again. She wanted to put down roots and have children. She was curious as to whether they would walk or crawl or maybe do both. But Bill had heard enough. He was already out of bed, had one leg in his tuxedo pants and soon was running down the hall of the 10th floor of the Four Seasons Hotel. He had his rented patent leather shoes in one hand and an umbrella in the other in case he ran into a monsoon.

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The Deli on Granville | Donal Mahoney - Contemporary Poetry Website Featuring Notable Poems

The Deli on Granville | Donal Mahoney

I lived in the attic back then,
and late those evenings I had to study
and couldn’t afford to go drinking
I’d run down to the deli and buy
bagels and smoked lox.
I’d watch the lame son
wrap each item in white paper
while his father, coughing at the register,
pointed to the cans on the wall
and screamed, “Serve yourself! Serve yourself!”
I’d grab a tin of baked beans and he’d smile.
Now, years later, I return to the deli
and find that it’s closed.
The sign on the door confirms
what everyone else already knows:
There has been a death in the family.

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